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#关于兰大#
在师大又一次被问起来兰大
被问道“当初是不是没有学校可上才选兰大做跳板，有机会来西安是不是很开心”
我很认真的说“并不是”
高考志愿选择的确是根据我的分数段选择，但是兰大即使在选择的时候我也并没有刻意避开过，更不曾嫌弃过
我从来不觉得在西北读书是一种权宜甚至折磨，相反，我在这里看到，感受和思考的世界，远比生养我十八年的家乡地域要辽阔和深厚。
兰大有一种在这个浮躁的社会难得的一份静，是非常适合读书的那种静，是和很多地方格格不入的那种静，是“山色横侵遮不住，萃英山下好读书”的那种发自内心的宁静

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